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I Am Annaliesje (Part 5) – The Unravelling

(Annaliesje in her own words, continues…)

I tried texting him back…I would not hear from him until the next day…of course I was at work and upset.  

He called me at work, on my lunch and said that there was an old girlfriend and other girls he dated that are out to get him…I told him that I did not care, that was a long time ago…

As long as you have not cheated on me…I don’t care…he said he would never hurt me and that he loved me…that Friday, I was to teach my very first class…early morning at 8.30am…

Now it was Thursday morning and my phone was blowing up from messages and texts about my boyfriend, Robb…it’s all over the internet…a fraud…cheater…double life…married…all these women…

I then got a call from a reporter…I was literally in shock…I was still in my PJ’s and could not move out of bed…I had to get a throw up pan and was constantly throwing up…The reporter gave me Jackie’s info…the whistle blower…

I messaged her…why are you doing this to Robb Demarest? 

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Annaliesje Trees – I’m sorry to bother you but why are you doing this to Robb Demerest (sp) I just need to know. Thank you (April 1, 2016)

Annaliesje Trees – Will you please call me? I need closure please. 503xxxxxx I need to know the truth. Thank you…You can call me on messenger as well. (April 1, 2016)

She went on to tell me…I was so sick…I was so in shock…I couldn’t move…shaking…crying…

I texted Robb…he said ignore them…it is all lies…

I dated them years and years ago…

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(Did you) really message this woman in February (2016)?

(The evidence – )

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(Message from Robb Demarest to Jackie M on 2 Feb, 2016)

Robb Demarest –

You are my tiny baby

My Tang

Fact

I own the rights to Nyok Tang

Call yourself Jackie all u want but I’ll sue u

(2 Feb 2016)

(Robb’s explanation for the evidence)

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(Robb Demarest claimed this was old conversation but note the mention of losing his (Saudi) job which was a recent occurrence)

Robb Demarest – 

…Swear on my kids

I wanted you 24/7

(Then come over!)

If I had the money…I got let go

(It doesn’t cost much to fly, right?)

I lost my job, Nyok. You should be my sugar momma 😉

(Sure!)

(Feb 2016)

 

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(Conversation between Robb Demarest and Jackie M Feb 2016 re: Vietnam)

Robb Demarest – 

Hell Yes! Can we get sponsors?

(I can start asking….Vietnam I have to get my assistant to research)

Cambodia? Laos?

(Okay will put sth together)

Yay!!!!

Can I xxxxxx you?

(okay)

AWESOME!!!!!!

….

Btw I really want to…

(You’d better not be seeing anyone else)

I’m not, and you better whisper…

(February 2016)

He tried calling me over and over and texted me…

Ignored him…he texted me that he did not want to hurt me that maybe we should break up so then when people ask about him…I could say we aren’t together any longer but we will secretly keep dating…

Just to give it a rest for awhile until this whole thing blows over…

The rest of the day…it was all over FB…Twitter and on the news…

I ignored my friends and family…

I was in shock, remember, that next morning, I was to teach my very  first fitness class…and I did it, to be honest, I don’t even remember teaching it…

I know now, that was because I was in severe shock, I could barely see out of my almost closed swollen eyes.  

(More evidence from a different woman – Woman #6’s message to Robb Demarest when she found out about his trip to see Annaliesje)

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Robb would text me a few more times through the week and then it stopped.  

The aftermath was awful…I got hate texts and messages from people in the paranormal and even people I did not know.  

Again, calling me a slut, liar and more or less an attention getter trying to get fame from Robb Demarest.  

When these women were coming forward, I again,  got another shock treatment, when I recognized one of the women, I had actually gone to school with her in the 9th grade and we were best friends and even modeled together for the same agency, she had moved to California and become famous!

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Woman #8 & childhood friend of Annaliesje, Mia St. John

It is a small world out there.

The women that were coming forward, I noticed that we all looked so much alike. Mostly dark hair and dark eyes.  

I ended up going to counseling; it has been a tough road but I am much better.  

I look back on this, thinking, what was I thinking and how dumb was I to have believed all of this and putting up with it.  Most people out there will say, why did you not get out of it quickly. You are stupid and etc.  I don’t know.  

For over the past 3 years, I have been going through a lot. My marriage ended after 20 years, losing friends that had sided with my ex-husband and tried to flow bad rumors about me in the paranormal and lies, the human trafficking fiasco including the TV episode I was in about it, trying to hide it all from my family,  a terrible modeling agent, and my mental health taking its toll.  

I am now out of the paranormal and no longer with The Shanghai Tunnels.  I have to stay out of the paranormal, it is not healthy for me mentally or physically.

All the time in dusty basements and investigating old houses etc, has taken an effect on my lungs.  I still today, have a spot on my lung, a lung infection, pneumonia.   This is my opinion,  but I feel like the paranormal field changes people, it did me.

I was not myself and  I began  not being happy and I was always frustrated and unhappy. There are a lot of badisms in this field. It changed me too but I changed back and got out of it.  

This will make these people mad at me for saying this but a lot of people in these groups knew about Robb and turned the other way.  His friends would even reach out to me telling me that they believe me but yet they are still friends with him to this very day.  I really don’t get it.

Robb never had anything nice to say about anyone , especially famous paranormal people out there, yes, I know about you guys. He told me how a guy from Ghost Hunters International took his job away and about his girlfriend on the show; he made me watch her on an episode on a DVD when he was here and told me she was a cheater and that her sister wanted them to get married and how all girls cheated on him. He continued over and over and over again, trash talked about everyone in the paranormal.

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One of many examples of Robb’s conversations about paranormal celebrities

Robb will try to convince you that you are the one and he will pressure you to get pregnant over and over again! Yes, there was a baby involved and NO, it’s not what you think…I will leave it at that…I don’t want to talk anymore about this subject.

I am not doing this for revenge; to this very day, I still get told by friends and family to move on. They will never really understand and have never gone through this. Please let God judge…don’t judge me.  

As I have learned in counseling, people heal and recover at different speeds. I had to do this letter for me and for all women that have gone or is going through something like this.

I really want all women out there and paranormal groups out there, to really look at what’s going on.  We all are daughters, sisters, aunts , mothers and grandmothers or have them. Would you want any of this stuff to happen to them? You may hate me or not like me but I would not wish these things on my enemies!!  

I have gotten comments like – This has nothing to do with the Paranormal.  Oh, but it does.  The facts are out there, I have taken the steps to protect myself as proof! I trust no-one anymore! I have grown stronger and have learned from this, I have since gotten closer to God and have new friends in the fitness world focusing  on positivity and looking for a much brighter future and look at life.  

I still go to counseling and have started my life over.  I will never be broken again by a sexual predator, mind mixer and a fraud like Robb, ever again!

Girls, if you are currently with him, just know that I have said many prayers for you, because you will need them, because he will destroy your life like he almost destroyed mine.

(final instalment to come…)

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I am Annaliesje (Part 1)

In my own words…I am Annaliesje.

Once upon a time, he broke me in a million pieces; it felt like tiny knives stabbing me over and over.  That part is gone now.  That was a little over a year ago, a week after Easter. Something I will never forget. A permanent scar, but at least this bleeding wound has healed. I am not perfect or innocent and have never claimed to be…I am human and I make mistakes.

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I met Robb Demarest in March of 2015.  I had been training to become a fitness instructor, my dream job.  A Facebook junkie that I am, I was constantly looking at my favorite newsfeeds and liking my favorites, at times, making comments as most people do on Facebook.  

I still remember that day, It was a Saturday morning, before leaving for training at the gym. I liked and commented on a few things on a page that Robb was included in; I can’t remember on what but I got so excited when he liked my comment.  

All of a sudden, I got an instant message from Robb.  He said simply, Indonesian?

My heart skipped, I was so excited.  

I had been loving the paranormal shows and watched them all, since they had came out at the time.  I always loved Robb and the fact that he spoke his mind and that he seemed strong and educated and had so much experience in the paranormal, but it was not really a crush on Robb, at first, I did not feel anything like that for him, but mainly a friend. Yup, that’s true.  

We exchanged a couple more messages but mainly my nationality and my involvement with the Portland Underground (Shanghai Tunnels). I told him that I was a tour guide and told him of a few things that I had experienced down there.  After a couple more messages, I had told him I had to leave for the gym.  

I messaged my phone number and told him that he could message me anytime, he messaged saying, I am usually JUST ONLINE…I did not think too much about that message at that time.  

I finished my class at the gym and noticed that he friend requested me…I was so excited and happy, I accepted quickly.

We messaged each other that night and from there it was almost daily.  He usually would message at night or early morning.  We started sharing little personal things about each other.  I told him about the friends that I had that turned against me, being a human trafficking survivor and some of the strange things that were happening to me paranormal wise.  

That I was seeing a psychic medium and had a ghost attachment named Nina from the Shanghai Tunnels.  

He asked if I had any kids and I was slightly taken back when he asked me if I would ever get married again or have kids.

It had only been a week.  I told him NO WAY…

He told me that he would make it his goal to change my mind about kids and marriage, that when he meets the right one, he wanted to have another baby and be married.  

He had told me that he was DIVORCED and that he had 2 kids.  

Almost daily, we continued messaging each other.  But, I started to freak out a little bit because everything we did was ONLINE…

I told him, should I be worried about RED FLAGS? Why won’t you call me.  

He then said that he was sorry, he did not live in the States but in Saudi.  He did not have a phone, it was too expensive to use it there, so everything had to be online.  

He then called me using the messenger phone, I still remember when I heard his voice for the first time, I got chills, I was so excited, I started to really fall for him.  

We continued to talk of our stories and goals in life.  He helped me through things that I was going through, the aftermath of Human Trafficking, also, I had an agent at the time, that was steering me in the wrong direction of filming and movies that almost ended up down a wrong path in LA.

I was very naïve and one thing I will have to say, Robb did save me on that.  Little did I know he was seasoning me to believe in him and trust him with some of my very darkest times and personal accounts.

Everything happened very quickly, it was like a whirlwind for me.  Within a few weeks, things were getting serious as we started sending cute little pictures to each other, mostly I would, he maybe had sent a total of 5 pictures of himself to me and no, no nudes.  

He would joke at first and say that he can’t see much with all that clothes on.  

I started showing my bra a few times, like a sneak peek and my lacey underthings.  He would give me the best compliments and say how beautiful and sexy that I was and THAT was his…I almost choked, he said, that I was his??  

If I showed him a boob, he would say, that’s mine.  I started getting more brave and sending more pictures.  We would call them Robb Selfies.  If I did not send one in a while, he would say, I need a Robb Selfie.  

We continued to chat online and everything had to be secret.  

He told me that he was a private person and that he did not want anyone know that we were together, that he had to have something at least to stay private and that he had a judgmental fan base.

When I would post things, I would always would call him GREEN HEART, that way Robb would know I was talking about him…Example.  I love my green heart, I love him…His favorite color was green so I just would type the green heart, it was our thing…a code.  

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Things suddenly changed after a few months, sometimes he would get mad at me for posting my gym selfies and he would not talk to me for a day or two.

If I did not answer when he tried to call me on messenger, he would get upset with me.  

I worked full time and then had gym training. I was also a tour guide and a paranormal investigator;  I was on alert 24/7 by Robb.

Constantly looking at my phone…worried I would be missing a text or call from him.  

This started to affect my job and my friends started getting worried about me and began asking questions and questioning this relationship.  

At first, Robb was upset because I told 3 of my closest friends about us, but I told him that I had to, they were my best friends. I would end up losing them all to this day except for my sister.

He hated them all, he only liked my friends that were married including my sister.  We started talking about him coming to Portland Oregon and seeing the Shanghai Tunnels and that we were going to have time together and go to The Oregon Coast.  

Robb started to call me, HIS L’IL BABY and he called me ONA..instead of Annaliesje or Annaka.  

One day he would be loving and sweet and the next mad at me.

Sometimes he would call me on the messenger phone, drunk…so drunk I could not understand him.  

I started turning down my plans with my friends and running home instead to be on the phone (messenger) with Robb sending him picture after picture…he started requesting videos…

Yes, I did that too.  Anything Robb would ask, I would do.

HE would tell me what he wanted me to do in the videos and pictures…

I am 100% telling the truth that I had sent him 1000’s and 1000’s of pictures and videos within that year we were dating…yes, we were now a couple, as he put it.  

I was his baby and his wife to be, he would say.  

He would send me tons of those online stickers cartoons on messenger, most of them were a picture of a girl pregnant, he wanted us to have a baby together, I said no, I always kept saying no and that I couldn’t.   

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At first it was a funny joke, but it got tiresome for me…I told him to stop with the baby thing…He said nope, that I was going to be the mother of his baby.

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I was the one, that I was spoken for. He told me most psychic  mediums are fake, but one told him that he was going to meet his true love in December and she would end up pregnant with his son.   

My heart sank..I was so in love with Robb Demarest.  He would even say I was going to have his last name someday.  

(to be continued…)